Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2014 9:50:17 GMT
So. As a select few of you know, I've been thinking about this since the start of summer, though I had never put action to it as I had yet to figure out what course of action I wanted to take. Now that I'm 18, it's hardly that I have to start acting like an adult, but maybe I've changed too much to enjoy this place like I used to.
It wasn't like my time here was boring. I had plenty of good and bad times, though the good times never really stopped with you guys. Plenty of drama too. In all of the community sites I've been too, not even facebook has as much drama as NGS can and with the regulated amount that most people here get, you're not really an NGS member until you've witnessed even a little bit of drama.
Plenty of you know I'm an opinionated ass (I've got a smile typing that) and that I often seem cruel or just generally douchy, though I'd like to say despite this I've only on a rare occasion ever felt genuine bitterness against another NGS member. To clarify, I've never intentionally tried to due emotional harm to another NGS member, though I remember one or two times where I felt targeted and I'm sure with my 'bold' personality on the cbox that I've done a fair bit of unintentional damage.
Friends by the boat load! Though I can honestly say I don't make friends easy, NGS gave me a chance to really be myself and plenty of you love and/or hate me for it. I'd like to say thanks to Cinder, Silver, Dream, Corvus and Shadow for making my time here well spent. I try to live life with no regrets and make careful decisions and I'm so damn greatful that you guys helped ensure time spent on NGS wasn't time wasted.
But now, I feel like I've got no reason to stay active on NGS anymore. I have everyone mentioned on skype but that's not the point. The point is that every time I log on I find myself uncomfortable for some reason. It's got a little bit to do with some certain people but they've never made it unbearable.
Maybe I'll find a reason to come back, I dunno. But I'll certainly keep in touch with the guys I got on Skype. Until I find a reason for return, I say adios to NGS and wish everyone the best....
...Except Fluttershy
It wasn't like my time here was boring. I had plenty of good and bad times, though the good times never really stopped with you guys. Plenty of drama too. In all of the community sites I've been too, not even facebook has as much drama as NGS can and with the regulated amount that most people here get, you're not really an NGS member until you've witnessed even a little bit of drama.
Plenty of you know I'm an opinionated ass (I've got a smile typing that) and that I often seem cruel or just generally douchy, though I'd like to say despite this I've only on a rare occasion ever felt genuine bitterness against another NGS member. To clarify, I've never intentionally tried to due emotional harm to another NGS member, though I remember one or two times where I felt targeted and I'm sure with my 'bold' personality on the cbox that I've done a fair bit of unintentional damage.
Friends by the boat load! Though I can honestly say I don't make friends easy, NGS gave me a chance to really be myself and plenty of you love and/or hate me for it. I'd like to say thanks to Cinder, Silver, Dream, Corvus and Shadow for making my time here well spent. I try to live life with no regrets and make careful decisions and I'm so damn greatful that you guys helped ensure time spent on NGS wasn't time wasted.
But now, I feel like I've got no reason to stay active on NGS anymore. I have everyone mentioned on skype but that's not the point. The point is that every time I log on I find myself uncomfortable for some reason. It's got a little bit to do with some certain people but they've never made it unbearable.
Maybe I'll find a reason to come back, I dunno. But I'll certainly keep in touch with the guys I got on Skype. Until I find a reason for return, I say adios to NGS and wish everyone the best....
...Except Fluttershy
